as if im going to read your novel-like analysis of my journal entries...

i would have to care what you think, and i dont...at all.

and then some kid i dont even know, is making these comments...pfft sorry you wasted your time kid.

have a nice day, and if you dont like my journal and what i say in it stop reading it. its that simple.

-Annnnnnnnie

oh and....if you think im sad just to fit some emo stereotype you are definitely wrong.

you have NO idea what goes on in my life...when you arent even my friend, you just dont know, and its not just some boy...its way more than that, and i know you all think my life is perfect and i have a big house and nice clothes and cars and life is just peachy, YOU HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT, none. So before you go behind my back and tell people i have a perfect life and i just get overly attatched to some boy, you are wrong....sure that can make everyone sad sometimes...but thats not the only reason im upset...so dont judge me and say im sad because im trying to fit some stereotype....

bite me, you suck.

-Annie

"dear annie, "every once in a while", last time i -checked, did not equal every other word."

-I dont say it every other word, i used that in my journal entry for effect.

"you really can't imagine how sad it is to see a smart person's vocabulary shortened into four words: the, i, and, & EMO."

-basically, i dont really know where that came from...hahahah...im cracking up.

"emo...is a genre of music. it is not an excuse to enhance our images."

-i have had this conversation with several people- emo is a type of music but is also a style and an enhancement to anyones image who chooses to have that image..., i mean its all a matter of opinion but i know TONS of people who also think its a style...so i will just leave it at that.

"this is just like avril lavigne using every chance she gets to say "I'M SO PUNK ROCK!""

-uhm...dont ever compare me to avril again.

"i mean really...we love you annie"

-no you dont.

"...we don't love emo."

-what the hell... 

"please next time you get dressed, instead of saying is this emo? say, is this annie? it will save you a world of nasty comments.."

-I DRESS FOR MYSELF THANKS, when i dress i dont dress to dress emo i dress to make myself HAPPY, i guess it is more of an EMO STYLE b/c i like the way emo people dress, its cool to me, no one has an original sense of style anymore so everyone dresses like something so i dont dress to say is this "annie" i dress to say does this outfit make me happy, and i certainly dont dress for EMO.

-Annie

i just woke up.

RANDOM AT BEST <3 man they are so good...all those boys are gorgeous too...its great.

I went to the Random at Best show tonight, it was amazing as usual...they are so good, yall seriously need to check them out www.randomatbest.com

im starting a tribute band for them.

photography was good, i had a fun time, i think they did too...i used a roll of black and white film so we will see how hardcore baddass that was tomorrow..im excited..

things are cool with Ricky again, even if we arent going out he is still just plain awesome and hilarious...he can always cheer me up and thats definitely cool...and he enjoys talking with me about conor's penis...i mean where else will you find a guy like that?

emo.

I wish everyone would stop getting mad at me b/c i tend to lable things...i mean it doenst matter, i dont see how you can get mad,*cough* emo *cough*it doesnt do anything to hurt you...you just have to listen to me say emo every once in a while *cough* emo *cough*...oh god lets hate me because of that, whatever, you were never my friend in the first place if you get mad at me for that. emo.

uhm....emo.

BITCH.

im going to bed now i just thought id update..

sincerely yours for never,

-Annie

thank god for unbitter break ups.

Current Song: What Used To Be About You by Random at BEST!

(hold my peices so hopelessly.)

ricky: you didnt do anything
blissfullybr0ken: THEN WHY DONT YOU LIKE ME ANYMORE?
ricky: i just dont really want a girlfriend
blissfullybr0ken: .....
blissfullybr0ken: and you did yesterday....
blissfullybr0ken: i just dont understand
blissfullybr0ken: so basically youre breaking up with me?
***ricky: i never really wanted a girlfriend, i just thought that my mind would change if i tried it***
blissfullybr0ken: im glad it was easy for you to play with my feelings like that
blissfullybr0ken: im glad it was something you could try.
blissfullybr0ken: and decide to throw away.
ricky: fuck you your not the only one thats been crying
blissfullybr0ken: but you arent crying because of me.....
blissfullybr0ken: are you?
ricky: yes
blissfullybr0ken: why would you cry over me?

hmm well there you go...

who knows where my feelings were in that whole situation.

oh well.

that was a nice 4 day relationship.